justcallmepeter

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 03:49:33 GMT

SUMTIMES I JUST FUCKING HATE MY DAD.

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 00:36:27 GMT

yo... yesterday was cool but i wish i was wit her so i could kiss her in the fire works then later i could tell her that when i kiss her i see fire works

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 03:58:54 GMT

i need sum one ealse to take my mind off her...

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 03:17:13 GMT

"Konstantine"

I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams

and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so

and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me

and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
we don't have much room to live

I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
we don't have much room to live

and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no

this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
but this time im alone and I dont see those stars
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant

and if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine

konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no

this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you

and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live

my Konstantine

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 02:43:39 GMT

my life sucks right nowfor ll these fucking reasons: 1. my brothers at war....2. my dad might have cancer....3.the girl im chasing is running away....4. my mom is leaving town tomarrow for washington for 8 days and theres suposed to be a teriouts attack so yea...

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 04:06:18 GMT

i feel like shit all over. she still doesnt belive that i luv her more than anything in the world and she still wont give me a chance. but o well i wont give up. 3 months maybe 4 or even 6 hell maybe the rest of high skew i will still be by her side trying. ill still be making her mad, making her cry, making her laugh. my world right now is filled with lonelyness i need sumone to be there to fill it up with happyness she doesnt know that could be her. on top of all this i have family problems its my dad i dont know if hes doin to good but i always find away out of sadness but this one might take a while....

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 02:30:23 GMT

im sooooo bored im spending my friday nite in the house....i hate this house

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 03:31:15 GMT

YET AGAIN!!!!!! i lost track already and i joined at 4, wut is it now 6 or 7

FUCK FUCKING U!!!!! IM DONE!! and u prolly dont care cuz thats wut it seems like

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 20:26:56 GMT

i havent done this in a while. but i was at the fair a couple days ago and it was fun cuz i acted like a homeless person and got 22 bucks.lol.

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 21:20:00 GMT

to alyssa....doesnt this fit perfectly thats why im deticaing this song to u......

What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go promise me you'll never let me go And now the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look up at them why does hello feel like goodbye These memories can't replace These wishes I wish and dreams I chase Take this broken heart and make it right I feel like I've lost everything when your gone Left remembering what its like To have you here with me I thought you should know Your not making this easy I never thought I'd be the one to say "Please don't, please don't leave me" Take my hand and never let me go Take my hand and never let me go Promise me You'll never let go Make this last forever....

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 19:02:38 GMT

dont feel guilty. u did nuthin wrong i cant make u like me that was ur choice i just have to move on. even if its hard....

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 22:58:45 GMT

I havent updated in a while. but ill tell u sum things that happend lately i almost got arrested cuz i got into a fight wit to kids, got my heart ripped out and stepped on like at lest 5 times ove the last 3 days, went shopping, did nuhtin, and thats pretty much it.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 18:33:34 GMT

I cant explain the way i feel now. shes gone, back with him, again. she knows the out come of this, but that doesnt stop her. theres nuthin i could do. i liked her so much. now that feeling is ripped out of me. she never gave me a chance to prove myself to her. she promissed to. she said give it time, we gave it to much time. enough time for him to steel her back. my hopes were so high then shot down. i have no luck with girls. like the last 4 girl friends at least, cheated on me or left me for another guy or kissed another guy. now her, and we wernt even together yet. i wonder if they know how that makes me feel. i guess they'll never know.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 02:07:03 GMT

Today i had the first day of summer school. but its cool. i have a hott teacher. lol. shes 24 and a blond. but any way i had baseball today we lost 6to 5 alyssa came but she left right befor i played. the other day alyssa called me kevin. lol. i dont know if thats bad or good. but it was funny.....

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 05:36:46 GMT

today was cool. today was the first drum line practice, that was sorta cool. all we did was tune the drums. then after that i went to a beach boys concert that turned out better than i thought. we were in the lawn area were u bring coolers and blakets and stuff and pretty much camp out while u watch the show. there were so many drunk people there lol it was funny. on the way home we took a pace bus to get to our car and after waiting in line for a half hour to get on the bus the bus broke down on the side of the road with no AC. omg was it hott then another half hour later the other bus comes to switch and then we finally get to our car and then me and my sister stopped at 7 11 to get slurpies and now im here drinking it. i think im goin to bed soon tho. laterz.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 16:57:54 GMT

I forgot to update yesterday so ill do it know. yesterday i did nuthing i stayd home allllllll day and watched tv cuz no one was home or they had to do sumthin. so that was my day yesrterday.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 04:38:12 GMT

Today was a good day. i went to mineke wit nick and got kick out cuz we did so much shit. first we just went down the slides head first so they just made us sit out. then we kept doin it then they told us to sit out again and were like no and ran over to the diving boards. lets see there we got introuble too. we jumped from one diving board to the other and then like splanshed the life gard and landed on little kids and stuff. so then we went over to the slides again and went down at the same time and by then all the life gaurds were out to get us. so then we got kicked out. then an hour later i went bac wit jeni and this one dude that was fun cuz we put a candy bar in the pool and every one freked out.lol. and we had a moutin due code red fight and got all sticky. later i went home and took a shower and ate pizza. then i went to alyssa's house and that was alot of fun cuz we went to her friend carolyn's house and there i found a fart mechien and omg i had fun wit that and on my way home i saw a homeless man hoping a fence and i think he growled at me. lol.

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 20:51:41 GMT

Lets see today i didnt have skew so i slept in till like 10. i watch cartoons all morning then went to the sk8 park wit nick. And later i have to go to my grandmas house cuz of this lady i dont even know died cuz shes like 100 years old so i have to go and feel sry for them its so gaaaaaay. when i get bac hopefully i could hang out wit alyssa and she could cheer me up.

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 18:47:14 GMT

Well today im done wit finals. Im not in the best mood cuz by brother is leaving for war in iraq AGAIN so im kinda bumbed out. the bad thing is that i didnt get to say good bye to him cuz i was at skew and theres a time difference in germany (thats were he is now). right now its 1:45p.m. in the US so its prolly like 12:00 a.m. there. i hope he returns safe and not in a box. :-(

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 01:15:50 GMT

Today i had 2 finals and tomarrow i have 2 more. i got to see alyssa today and i get to see her tomarrow too. theres nuthing really to say in these things lol.